Dont Speak

I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...

Aaaaaaaaaa.. Yesterday was really a disaster because i was really really down. I've managed to stand up today without tears on my eyes. Yes truly madly i am happy with my new life no regrets on it. Just that seeing him like that makes me really blue. On 14th May 2009 is all ending. I should have feel it before but i dont know why. I felt missing really missing. It was a heartbroken on whats happen in my life since i cherish the love and never planning thats all of this will be true. I've called everyone just to make me awake that life must goes on. Previously, i am mad at him and hates him a lot.All that had dissapeared instead i felt his grief. I know he is lost in his own world regretting to everything. I'm sorry dear it is just too late for us. I have move forward and you should move too. I will never ever forget our memories and we both need to learn from our own mistakes. We have cleared everything and i will always pray for your goodness. May you find the right girl and appreciate her with your own hands. Only Allah knows how i feel now.........

*Just help me to get through all this pains inside me.