Nak blog pn rasa malas. Nak menulis lg la malas. Keje aku skang aaaaaa tak membangun. Benda yg sama ulang2.argh!! sume benda tak mencabar skang. Adakah aku bersedia nk kawin? ada lagi 9 bln lg. hmm duit pn jadi masalah. Laki aku hmm aku tau dia skang pn tgh pening tp buat macam tak pening dpn aku. Dia byk diam. Aku plak malas nk tanye dia byk2. Thats y aku rasa dia cepat marah.Dia simpan and depan aku cover macho. Hmm dugaan.
I really need a job. New job. The thing is nanti aku nk cuti cemana ek kalo keje baru. Aku sendiri now tader confident nk gi interview tmpt lain. Nak ngadu kt laki aku. Aaaaa tader feedback! diam jeee. Makin lama makin aku bosan. Enough said. Memandangkan now blog aku da private. Even dia pn takle baca.Bagus gak.Senang aku nk type apa apa pun.
Hall aku booking dulu. Da naik harga. Mahal jadinya. Dari harga RM40k utk tahun 2008 now for 2010 jadi RM55k.The good news is pelamin da tuka org lain. So i hope pelamin yg ada now up to date.This friday me and my mom akan jmp the coordinator.Hope it goes well..
Anniversary
Showing posts with label Mental Damage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mental Damage. Show all posts
WTF WTF WTF
Al maklum sume tau plate WTF laku macam goreng pisang panas. Sume org booking awal2 semata nk dptkan plate WTF yg hmm apa eh maksud dia?? haha Lagi sehari kita da nk masuk tahun baru (ikut calender kapir) tp ikut calender Islam kita sebenarnya sudah pn memasuki tahun yg baru. Da ada yg ajak join bbq tp aku siap2 bg alasan blk kg (bohong sunat tu namannye) Malas nk bersosial.
Semlm at last jumpa juga aku dgn k ziqah and her cute baby ariq. Hubby dia pn ada sekali. Dtg jmp aku nk bg diary. OMG she's preggy for 3 months now. Itu yg akan berlaku kalo tiada precaution. hehe Anyways, maybe mmg rezeki dia kan. Geram betul dgn ariq. Em muka mmg sgt ada iras adik k ziqah (i know who) Abaikan. Ble lepas ni buat muka tak malu pegi umah dia lepak n main main dgn ariq.
After that went to KL.Gado.Blk umah. haha
Alif asked me to join him to watch theater on the 8th.Ika (his friend) is one of the main cast.Lama dah tak tgk theater.Pegi tanak pegi? hmmm on 10th Jan abg mar kawin. Wajib pegi BP.Aiyoo Harap jadual tidak menzalimiku.
On YM i chat dgn my mmu friend.Dia cite pasal junior aku and guess what dia penah keje setempat dgn aku.Sgt tak sangka dia itu ada seorang saiko.Previously, dia penah buat hal in my company.Now,she's doing it again in Cyberjaya but from what i heard from my friend (the victim) this far more worst.haiyoo hope that he can get rid of her and may the justice be the solution.
Semlm at last jumpa juga aku dgn k ziqah and her cute baby ariq. Hubby dia pn ada sekali. Dtg jmp aku nk bg diary. OMG she's preggy for 3 months now. Itu yg akan berlaku kalo tiada precaution. hehe Anyways, maybe mmg rezeki dia kan. Geram betul dgn ariq. Em muka mmg sgt ada iras adik k ziqah (i know who) Abaikan. Ble lepas ni buat muka tak malu pegi umah dia lepak n main main dgn ariq.
After that went to KL.Gado.Blk umah. haha
Alif asked me to join him to watch theater on the 8th.Ika (his friend) is one of the main cast.Lama dah tak tgk theater.Pegi tanak pegi? hmmm on 10th Jan abg mar kawin. Wajib pegi BP.Aiyoo Harap jadual tidak menzalimiku.
On YM i chat dgn my mmu friend.Dia cite pasal junior aku and guess what dia penah keje setempat dgn aku.Sgt tak sangka dia itu ada seorang saiko.Previously, dia penah buat hal in my company.Now,she's doing it again in Cyberjaya but from what i heard from my friend (the victim) this far more worst.haiyoo hope that he can get rid of her and may the justice be the solution.
Saiko Freak!
Yesterday received a miss called from a number 016**93017.So i did returned the call but the phone is off.I sent him a msg.Today I received a notification ; delivered. Here goes :-
Mr Freak : tak kenal ke
me : tak kenal
Mr Freak : saya kwn lama awak
me : kalo kwn lama bgtau le nama
Mr Freak : awk cepat terlupa contoh kita kena cuba setia pada pasangan masing masing pada saya,seharusnya kita berfikiran matang dlm isu berkaitan percintaan.biar berkawan ramai tetapi kekasih hanya seorang
me : how can i remember all of my friend's number? if you think your name is precious.so be it.i dont have time to play riddles now.
Mr Freak : tak kenal lagi
me : Thanks for letting me know you are my old friend.selamat berpuasa.salam.
Mr Freak : puasa jangan tinggal tau. awak nampak comel (aku rasa macam kenal ayat hujung ni)
saiko kan? wth i dont give a damn.lecturing me in the morning talking about loyalty? ha ha very funny but somehow someway i think i can predict he is my case of the ex* lol
just stop bugging me because i already have a beautiful life ahead.. :D
Mr Freak : tak kenal ke
me : tak kenal
Mr Freak : saya kwn lama awak
me : kalo kwn lama bgtau le nama
Mr Freak : awk cepat terlupa contoh kita kena cuba setia pada pasangan masing masing pada saya,seharusnya kita berfikiran matang dlm isu berkaitan percintaan.biar berkawan ramai tetapi kekasih hanya seorang
me : how can i remember all of my friend's number? if you think your name is precious.so be it.i dont have time to play riddles now.
Mr Freak : tak kenal lagi
me : Thanks for letting me know you are my old friend.selamat berpuasa.salam.
Mr Freak : puasa jangan tinggal tau. awak nampak comel (aku rasa macam kenal ayat hujung ni)
saiko kan? wth i dont give a damn.lecturing me in the morning talking about loyalty? ha ha very funny but somehow someway i think i can predict he is my case of the ex* lol
just stop bugging me because i already have a beautiful life ahead.. :D
Hmmmm......
Aku ke yg lost skang ni?
Confused.
Kenapa tibe tibe aku jadi camni?
Do I need HELP?
**mental damaged
Confused.
Kenapa tibe tibe aku jadi camni?
Do I need HELP?
**mental damaged
Dont Speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
Aaaaaaaaaa.. Yesterday was really a disaster because i was really really down. I've managed to stand up today without tears on my eyes. Yes truly madly i am happy with my new life no regrets on it. Just that seeing him like that makes me really blue. On 14th May 2009 is all ending. I should have feel it before but i dont know why. I felt missing really missing. It was a heartbroken on whats happen in my life since i cherish the love and never planning thats all of this will be true. I've called everyone just to make me awake that life must goes on. Previously, i am mad at him and hates him a lot.All that had dissapeared instead i felt his grief. I know he is lost in his own world regretting to everything. I'm sorry dear it is just too late for us. I have move forward and you should move too. I will never ever forget our memories and we both need to learn from our own mistakes. We have cleared everything and i will always pray for your goodness. May you find the right girl and appreciate her with your own hands. Only Allah knows how i feel now.........
*Just help me to get through all this pains inside me.
I'm selling a shoe!
Today is the last day for me to submit all orders.
Tak penah terasa nk beli pn kasut bergetah ni and now im selling it to all my closest friends.
Crocs as in crocodile. Takut gak la nk jual kasut underground ni but i need to trust Aidid.
Lets pray for the outcome should meet the expectations of everyone.
Byk gak org nk order aku amik untung pada org opis je.Kalo quality cun bole la buat bisnes lg.
Bestnye duduk kt umah tanpa perlu memandu ke mana mana.Tp japgi nk g umah gemuk.hehe spend time dgn en abu.Aku harap tak kena buli la kan.PENATTT la.Rasa cam nk duduk tgk tv jee.
Enjoy your weekend folks!
Tak penah terasa nk beli pn kasut bergetah ni and now im selling it to all my closest friends.
Crocs as in crocodile. Takut gak la nk jual kasut underground ni but i need to trust Aidid.
Lets pray for the outcome should meet the expectations of everyone.
Byk gak org nk order aku amik untung pada org opis je.Kalo quality cun bole la buat bisnes lg.
Bestnye duduk kt umah tanpa perlu memandu ke mana mana.Tp japgi nk g umah gemuk.hehe spend time dgn en abu.Aku harap tak kena buli la kan.PENATTT la.Rasa cam nk duduk tgk tv jee.
Enjoy your weekend folks!
Feeling very annoyed.
There have been a lot of tragedy and activity passing by but i still have my high spirits.Learning how to be what ppl want u to be.Is not easy duhh.There is always an empty space where u can fix it back.Till now im still searching for that empty spaces so that i could fix everything but im still lost.Im not feeling hatred to what ever happens in the past.In fact, i feel so grateful and bless.
1st abt maria,aku rasa kelaka la sbb penantian aku takde la lama sgt utk menunggu dia buat a confession to me and ask for forgiveness.hey gurl,im not the One who can judge u! dia mengaku dia byk talk bad things abt me.Now, i hear more bad things abt u but i wont proclaim it to anyone.Let time and ppl decide it.U've said to me once u feel sorry to what have happens to me.hahha guess what i feel sorry for you too! Org Ip** tak terima i ke tak ke do u think that i ever care so much as u do?Too bad darling u've drop ur crown~ Thanks to ur mouth,i dont have to socialize with them.
2nd abt a guy name zul (actually my ex best friend),my cousin k anum told me that he was insulting our family.wtf?u actually have some issues with me??come and face me!eeei aku malas nk mengutuk tp wutever pn ko tu sape? jantan ke betina? kenapa mulut macam betina?now wut? u want to show off ur new car? kenapa nk masuk campur hal aku? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! Fine fine fine.apa pun explanation aku i know u still backing his ass up.good to hear that 'beruk' has new gf and wut? come again? much more prettier than i am. hahhaaha well, i dont care on whatever appearance he chose.The technology is everywhere,ppl can just be beautiful in one snap.WHAT I DO CARE ARE THE APPRECIATION, MANNER, ATTITUDE AND THE WAY U SHOW UR LOVE TO UR LOVE ONES!!! i guess both of u can married a suburb woman whom will always say 'Yes without any objection'. If u said that i leave the guy when he is about to change for good.Here me out 'Its tooo lateeeeeeeee!!!!' Both of u are so pathetic!! Nuff said.
3rd abt my gf,felt so delighted to meet u girl.I thought this so called new guy has make ur life full with pleasure but instead it turn u down.I dont know wut ever happen after u and him replying messages.I hope for the best for you.If he does the same thing again,u know what to do.Just bear in ur mind.Im always there for you.He doesnt deserve u.. Dont search for love,let it grow naturally.love you!
1st abt maria,aku rasa kelaka la sbb penantian aku takde la lama sgt utk menunggu dia buat a confession to me and ask for forgiveness.hey gurl,im not the One who can judge u! dia mengaku dia byk talk bad things abt me.Now, i hear more bad things abt u but i wont proclaim it to anyone.Let time and ppl decide it.U've said to me once u feel sorry to what have happens to me.hahha guess what i feel sorry for you too! Org Ip** tak terima i ke tak ke do u think that i ever care so much as u do?Too bad darling u've drop ur crown~ Thanks to ur mouth,i dont have to socialize with them.
2nd abt a guy name zul (actually my ex best friend),my cousin k anum told me that he was insulting our family.wtf?u actually have some issues with me??come and face me!eeei aku malas nk mengutuk tp wutever pn ko tu sape? jantan ke betina? kenapa mulut macam betina?now wut? u want to show off ur new car? kenapa nk masuk campur hal aku? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! Fine fine fine.apa pun explanation aku i know u still backing his ass up.good to hear that 'beruk' has new gf and wut? come again? much more prettier than i am. hahhaaha well, i dont care on whatever appearance he chose.The technology is everywhere,ppl can just be beautiful in one snap.WHAT I DO CARE ARE THE APPRECIATION, MANNER, ATTITUDE AND THE WAY U SHOW UR LOVE TO UR LOVE ONES!!! i guess both of u can married a suburb woman whom will always say 'Yes without any objection'. If u said that i leave the guy when he is about to change for good.Here me out 'Its tooo lateeeeeeeee!!!!' Both of u are so pathetic!! Nuff said.
3rd abt my gf,felt so delighted to meet u girl.I thought this so called new guy has make ur life full with pleasure but instead it turn u down.I dont know wut ever happen after u and him replying messages.I hope for the best for you.If he does the same thing again,u know what to do.Just bear in ur mind.Im always there for you.He doesnt deserve u.. Dont search for love,let it grow naturally.love you!
Alyah - Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang
Setiba di persimpangan
Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
Bermula di saat itu
Tidak senada irama dan lagu
Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti
(Korus)
Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali
Sekali sekala ada
Ada rindu yang datang tiba-tiba
Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan
Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti
Exhausted + Excited + Ecstacy = Tripple E!
Arini spt biasa bgn lewat.Itupn nasib baik sbb ada org tlg kejut! haha suprised to see the road.waaaa no jem at all!! in fact, im 5 mins early! mata lebam + hidung berair + tido tak cukup.
tader training tp ada test call ptg nanti.heh.Spending times with him,gf's n frens during hols will sure make it a very memorable experiences.rasanya now mar n cik ah da otw blk ke bp kut time ni.
t da ada gamba.i will update.
*mar aku nk gamba! semuaaaaaaaaaa.tq.xoxo
tader training tp ada test call ptg nanti.heh.Spending times with him,gf's n frens during hols will sure make it a very memorable experiences.rasanya now mar n cik ah da otw blk ke bp kut time ni.
t da ada gamba.i will update.
*mar aku nk gamba! semuaaaaaaaaaa.tq.xoxo
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Brain damaged reported.huhu best tido awal tp tetap bgn lmbt.ada org nk belikan jam loceng.weehehehe sila pilih color yg sesuai.if not tq babai.yesterday went to klcc.met my old fren 'azura' oh so comel.lama tak jmp minah tu.dine in at "signature",actually i was looking for "picnic" rupa-rupanya da tuka nama daa.. had laksa johor (always my fav) and sirap bandung.
Today,not feeling well : ( esok nk g batu pahat.kuarkan diri dr kesesakan di kota.
Today,not feeling well : ( esok nk g batu pahat.kuarkan diri dr kesesakan di kota.